This was the start of my last semester in the master's program and I was feeling excited, scared, and sad. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do after grad school. This is when I started thinking about quitting my job for at least three to six months and travel. But, I thought about my expenses, life situation, and other personal reasons. I made a decision that I can't and should not go on with my plan. So, to make myself feel better I decided to go somewhere...Las Vegas and a side trip to Sedona to be exact. It was a short trip but as every trip goes, I got to recollect my thoughts. I felt okay.
The following month, I was given the chance to join my parents, uncle, and grandma in Japan. I arrived there before them and got to explore Kyoto and Tokyo by myself. It was such an experience! I really enjoyed it. Japan is a country that solo travelers should definitely visit because of how safe it is. It's quite expensive though.
The good thing about hybrid master's programs is the flexibility. Come March I was able to do a road trip with one of my good friends along the Pacific Coast Highway. We stopped by little towns which have their own quirkiness. A lot of driving and early starts were involved but it was so worth it! I also got to see my brother when we stopped by Portland, Oregon.
Around this time, I also started working on my health and fitness. I haven't been feeling good about myself for so many reasons and one of them is due to the weight I've gained over the past two years. I decided that I really need to focus on it now that I have more free time as grad school was also coming to an end. Yes, I want to look good but I also want to feel good inside. I was scared that I might develop chronic illnesses. Up to now, I'm still working on it. I haven't reached my goal yet but at least I'm making progress, and that's what matters most. Right?
A month before graduation, some of my classmates and I planned a road trip to Utah from California. It was my second time in Zion and Bryce Canyon National Park but I was still amazed by their beauty. I'm not sure why but June happens to be a very busy month for about three years now. This was the month I graduated from my Nurse Practitioner program so some of my relatives visited. My family and I also got to travel to the East Coast for the second time, but sadly one of my brother wasn't able to join us. Oh, I forgot to mention that I passed my board exam as well!
Remember when I said that my mind was set on not being quitting my job or taking a break before transitioning into a new role as a nurse practitioner? Well, those thoughts came back. I had an urge to do it. It was a very hard decision for me to make but I thought about it, is there going to be another time or chance for me to actually do this? I wanted to explore, see other things, feel free, and find myself. The day I submitted my resignation letter, I did not know what to feel. I was feeling all kinds of things. Then, my last day at work came and I couldn't be more happier! I was ecstatic! I can't believe I did it. I didn't really have much planned during my so-called break. I just knew I'm going to stay with my parents in Jakarta, Indonesia and spend some time in my hometown in the Philippines. I decided to stay with my parents so that I can save money while I was jobless. On the day I was about to leave the United States, I got a call wherein I received a job offer. Again, I felt really happy and blessed! That somehow eased some of my worries.
All in all, I spent almost three months in Asia doing all sorts of things. I got to experience Masungi Georeserve with old and new friends. I went to Bali twice. Got to spend time with my parents. Traveled with my best friend. My friends from the US visited me in Indonesia. And...I got to go backpacking for the very first time with my cousin from Seattle, Washington! The trip only lasted for about 11 days due to our schedules, but it was a trip I could never forget! We went to Myanmar, Thailand, and Laos. Now that I'm writing about it, I think I should have done a separate post about my trip. Haha. Anyway, before the trip started, I flew to Bangkok, Thailand to meet some of my friends who live there. I was so happy that my first backpacking trip went well. We got home safe and sound but with lots of adventures and stories to tell. I can't wait to do it again in a different continent, maybe!
December came and it was time to go back to reality. Well, not quite because I was still jobless. However, I got an apartment in Los Angeles, California because I thought I was going to start working come January, but things got delayed because of licensing. I got a bit worried. I needed to start working because I didn't want to run out of funds. But I couldn't start something yet as we had a family trip to Hawaii. It was my family's first time there and it was my second. I'm so happy they loved it! I didn't know it gets chilly during December and January in Hawaii so all we packed were summer clothing!
It was the end of the year and it was also time for my parents to go back to Indonesia. Another adjustment for me as I got used to living with them again. I also moved into my new apartment in the city. Again, I had mixed emotions about the move. I was also pressured to find a job. I'm so thankful and blessed for parents who are both very supportive in what my brothers and I want to do, but still gives us guidance. It's 2017, and I'm still jobless but I just don't want to stress about it anymore. I started applying for jobs so hopefully I start something soon. Hehe. I don't start my full time job until March so I need to do something!
2016 was full of ups and downs. It taught me so many life lessons. It really made me realize how stubborn I am with my decision. I learned to just embrace and stand by those decisions. You see, life has its way of making things happen. Have faith. :)
Till next time!
2016 was full of ups and downs. It taught me so many life lessons. It really made me realize how stubborn I am with my decision. I learned to just embrace and stand by those decisions. You see, life has its way of making things happen. Have faith. :)
Till next time!
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